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Why can't I even pretend to smile? I feel numb. Sometimes there a minute of a anger or sadness but in the end I go back to feel like there nothing in my heart. I feel like my heart has drained if all cares, joys and every last bit of hopes. I sit here surround by people; all of them living but I feel out of place. I feel like a I'm invisible or that I don't belong. I am here just to observer them. I show no emotions; just watch. I'm a girl who doesn't even have the capability to fake a smile for others. I watch people come and go while I what here. I see happy, fear, concern, joy. But I can't feel it. I can't make myself feel anything so I just watch who can express and feel.
I wish my family and friend would understand me.

I wish anyone would understand.

I going through so much pain. I cry and feel hopeless. I have panic attacks. I want people to understand. Maybe I want someone to care. I feel like they have no clue and don't care.

I scream in my head for help but have to pretend everything is fine. The worse part is that I was going ok. I was getting better. I'm work so hard to be happy but WHY! WHY DO I FEEL SO HORRIBLE! WHY IM I HAVIG PANIC ATTACKS? WHY DO I CRY?

I'm trying. I really am. Why can't I be happy? Why doesn't anyone understand? I try to reach out for help but no one will help me. I feel like I'm searching in the darkness.

What's the point of living? I feel useless. I feel like in a piece of shit. I'm not worth loving or living.
  • Playing: Animal crossing
  • Eating: Goldfish
  • Drinking: Long Island
I wish my family and friend would understand me.

I wish anyone would understand.

I going through so much pain. I cry and feel hopeless. I have panic attacks. I want people to understand. Maybe I want someone to care. I feel like they have no clue and don't care.

I scream in my head for help but have to pretend everything is fine. The worse part is that I was going ok. I was getting better. I'm work so hard to be happy but WHY! WHY DO I FEEL SO HORRIBLE! WHY IM I HAVIG PANIC ATTACKS? WHY DO I CRY?

I'm trying. I really am. Why can't I be happy? Why doesn't anyone understand? I try to reach out for help but no one will help me. I feel like I'm searching in the darkness.

What's the point of living? I feel useless. I feel like in a peace of shit. I'm not worth loving or living.
  • Playing: Animal crossing
  • Eating: Goldfish
  • Drinking: Long Island

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I wish my family and friend would understand me.

I wish anyone would understand.

I going through so much pain. I cry and feel hopeless. I have panic attacks. I want people to understand. Maybe I want someone to care. I feel like they have no clue and don't care.

I scream in my head for help but have to pretend everything is fine. The worse part is that I was going ok. I was getting better. I'm work so hard to be happy but WHY! WHY DO I FEEL SO HORRIBLE! WHY IM I HAVIG PANIC ATTACKS? WHY DO I CRY?

I'm trying. I really am. Why can't I be happy? Why doesn't anyone understand? I try to reach out for help but no one will help me. I feel like I'm searching in the darkness.

What's the point of living? I feel useless. I feel like in a peace of shit. I'm not worth loving or living.
  • Playing: Animal crossing
  • Eating: Goldfish
  • Drinking: Long Island

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Maggie
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I love take photo. What I want people to feel when they seem my photo is some kind of beauty and my be good or bad. I just want to make the on look and think.

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Favourite style of art: photography
Favourite cartoon character: Ino and Kakashi
Personal Quote: "You would"
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maxlake2 Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the :+fav: :)
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ZacAvalanche Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Student General Artist
Hey thanks for the :+fav: on Aquaman by ZacAvalanche  and the continued support! :D
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cxw2513 Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2014
thx for the fave!
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JuliaMP Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2014   Artisan Crafter
Thanks for the fav!! Your gallery is just amazing!!
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ramahnt Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the fave!Frozen - Olaf's Happy Icon 
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Zerotheghostdog Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014
Thank you for the :+fav: on Rise!
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Richard-M-Williams Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the favourite.Hug 
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CLAUDIAROVITO Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014  Professional Traditional Artist
thanks for fav.......!!!!!
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Koimalin Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014  Student General Artist
thank you for the fav :3
i like your photos =)
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Ayane45 Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Merci pour le fav' ! =O
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